January 19, 2011


you always blame me that we break up because another girl , because im too flirty & layan them with sweet talk .. you always believe what people says about me , that's means you love me ? you didn't trust me at all .. IHATEIT ! :'| first time you said you never believe your friend & now you believe your friend who want to destroy us ?! i think now she happy ya because she win it ! :) i don't know what kinda of person can destroy us ?! and that time you said "i think she never do wrong or tell me lies .." OMG !! im feel like .. anyway if you trust her why you didn't relationship with her ? she perfect more than me :) SAYANG , first time we know each other i never touch you or flirty infront of you .. that time we can together because you started first & not me .

P/S : i don't know what should i do , but i just want give you my best

January 18, 2011

RECORDING life 2011

OMG , 2011 is my lucky year i think :) hope this year i get my job , get everything that i want .. yesterday my mom fall sick /(x.x)\ mom get well soon yar , for temporary i change your job to be housewife hahaha :D love you mom actually i don't like saw my mom sick ! ==" anyway now my life at singapore is getting better :) i have a new friend who can be beside me when i needed them . thanks my charlie-kun you make my day & because you to i have alot & ah.jie .. hahahaha :D but so pity me they like to bully me ==" this week got alot appoitment with my friend & my mr.pig like today go her house because she cook curry chicken & fish ! ahahahaha :DD thanks dear :* tomolow accompany my jelimao to find iphone 4 yeyyy !! she come from JB tomorow , then then thu actually want to go pub but i don't know i'll atteding it anottt xD

life is so difficult it's not easy to survive .. humm must add oil :p but if you keep trying & enjoy it .. you will feel spirit for life & pursue your dream come true

January 2, 2011

Two Thousand Eleven

新年快乐朋友 ..










对不起,如果我在过去的错 ..

December 5, 2010


there may be days when you get up in the morning
and things aren't way you had hoped they would be .

that's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better .
there are times when people disappoint you & let you down .

but those are times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments & opinions,
to keep your life focused on believing yourself .

there will be challenges to face & changes to make in your life,
and it's up to you to accept them .
Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you.
It may not be easy at times,
but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are.

So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities,
remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be.

Because the challenges and changes will only help you
to find the goals that you know are meant to come true for you.

Keep Believing in Yourself

December 2, 2010


The first is think.

Think about the values you wish to live your life by.

The second is believe.

Believe in yourself based on the thinking you've done about the

values you're going to live your life by.

The third is dream.

Dream about the things that can be,

based on your belief in yourself and the values you're going to live by.

The last is dare.

Dare to make your dreams become reality,

based on your belief in yourself and your values."

November 30, 2010


if i knew it would be the last time that i'd see you fall asleep,
i would tuck you in more tightly & pray the lord, you soul to keep.

if i knew it would be the last time that i see you walk out the door,
i would give you a hug & kiss & call you back for one more.

if i knew it would be the last time i'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
i would video tape each action & word, so i could play them back day after day.

if i knew it would be the last time, i could spare an extra minute or two stop
and say "I LOVE YOU" instead of assuming, you would know i do.

if i knew it would be the last time i would be there to share your day,
well im sure you'll have so many more, so i can let just this one slip away.

for surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance to make everything right.

there will always be another day to say our "I LOVE YOU" ,
and certainly there's another chance to say our "ANYTHING I CAN DO ?"

but just in case i might be wrong, and today is all i get i'd like to say
tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike & today may be the last
chance you get to hold your loved one tight.

so if you're waiting for tomorrow, why you do it TODAY ?

for it tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,
that you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to ..

grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear,
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".

And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today

November 27, 2010


a little boy came up to his mother in the kitchen one evening

while she was fixing super , and handed her a piece of paper

that he had been writing on .

after his mom dried her hands on an apron ,

she read it , and this is what it said :

For cutting the grass: $5.00
For cleaning up my room this week:
For going to the store for you:
Baby-sitting my kid brother while you went shopping:
Taking out the garbage:
For getting a good report card:
For cleaning up and raking the yard:
Total owed:

well , his mother looked at him standing there and

the boy could see the memories flashing through her mind .

she picked up the pen , turned over the paper he'd written on ,

and this is what she wrote :

For the nine months I carried you while you were growing inside me:
No Charge
For all the nights that I've sat up with you, doctored and prayed for you:
No Charge
For all the trying times, and all the tears that you've caused through the years:
No Charge
For all the nights that were filled with dread, and for the worries I knew were ahead:
No Charge
For the toys, food, clothes, and even wiping your nose:
No Charge
Son, when you add it up, the cost of my love is:
No Charge.

when the boy finished read what his mother had written,

there were big tears in his eyes, and he looked straight at his

mother and said "MOM , I SURE DO LOVE YOU !"

and then he took the pen & in great big letters he wrote :